3 years ago, on this day 28 April, my brother David died during the General Elections while helping me in my election campaign in Tampines. It is a painful loss to me and my family.
David
was the eldest brother in my family. He was a quiet and soft spoken guy. However,
he was also a man of convictions.
David
was a warm hearted, compassionate and helpful person who would always ready to
help friends and family members. He had learned how to fix computers and would
always offer to help poor family to fix their computers for free when he deemed
fit. He had also refurbished old computers from my shops and gave them away to
poor families whenever he could.
When I
first joined Workers Party in 2001, David was all excited, though a bit worried
about me. But he was definitely very supportive of me all along my path in
opposition politics. When I first gave him the Workers Party membership
application form, he gladly signed it.
From
then on, he had been consistently on the ground to sell WP newspaper Hammer and
knocking doors with me prior to GE2006. He had done all these without any expectation
nor expecting anything in return.
David
became my election agent in GE2006 when I contested in Aljunied GRC under WP
banner. Without David, our campaign in Aljunied GRC may just end up chaotic. He
had gone around the whole constituency and practically counted the lamp posts
to estimate the number of posters we need. He had worked overnight just to make
sure the contractors have put up the respective posters on time for the
campaign on the next morning after nomination day.
Resources
were always lacking in opposition parties when elections come. But David had
basically utilized every means to recruit people to do the job. Although he wasn’t
the “Principal Election Agent” of the team but he had basically run the whole
logistics needs for the team. I owed him for that good campaign run.
When I
announced my resignation from Workers Party, David was shocked and disappointed
but he didn’t question my decision at all. But he did express his wish that I
should join back Workers Party without being assertive.
I know
my departure from Workers Party has caused some pressure on David. He was
caught in between his party and me, his brother. I told him that he didn’t need
to resign from WP as we are all in the same cause, no matter which opposition
parties we are in.
However,
it seems that not everybody in his party thinks like us. Although David didn’t
tell me but I knew from various sources, he had been subtly distanced or even ostracized
by some of his party members. Suspicions and distrust against David grew after
I have decided to join National Solidarity Party. There were some who thought
David was my “spy” in Workers Party but they had really underestimated David’s
integrity. I have avoided asking him about Workers Party matters and he had
never volunteered any information of his party to me.
When I
decided to run in Tampines, I requested David’s help to be my election agent
again. I knew this would put David in a tight spot but we have the
understanding that we were in the same cause, we could choose our party and
platform but not our parents. We are Brothers of the same bloodline. We have
come to this understanding very early (about 2008-2009) so that we can let his
party to have time to prepare new people to replace his role as election agent.
Of course, I have to approach WP to tell them of this arrangement.
Unfortunately,
this has caused further tension and awkwardness for David in WP. But David didn’t
complain at all. He has endured it quietly. I do not understand the mentality
or sentiment of some of the WP members. I do not work to contest against them
but PAP. But it seems that they do not understand that at all.
A couple
of months before GE2011, Yaw Shin Leong has spoken to me with much aggression that
they decided not to contest Tampines (in GE2011) but would do so in the next
GE. I sensed the kind of aggressive attitude of wanting a fight from him and
WP. The immense arrogance demonstrated was astonishing. I realized then that my
brother David must have suffered greatly but quietly from his party comrades’
attitude.
David
must have felt torn apart when his party, WP announced their intention to
contest in Moulmein Kallang after NSP has announced its candidates for this
GRC. But he has kept quiet about it and didn’t approach me nor try to persuade me
to pull out our team. He had felt a sense of great relief after I told him I
was going to pull out our team from Moulmein Kallang GRC. He trusted me and our
mutual understanding that we are working towards the same cause. I didn’t fail
him in keeping that focus dedication to fight in what we have believed in.
It wasn’t
easy for David to be the brother of Goh Meng Seng. Even though David was the
eldest brother while I am the youngest in the family, he had always respected
me in all aspects and supported me in my political struggle for the whole
decade. He has never used his Eldest Brother’s status to lecture me or pressure
me in any ways but treated me as a leader instead.
I am
really fortunate to have a brother like David, who has put in real effort and
time to support me in my political cause. But I am also really unfortunate to
lose a brother like David in the midst of this struggle. He has not only
suffered quietly the unwarranted distrust, slander, pressure and such in his
party, but also gave up his life in supporting me, his brother, in my political
struggle. It is indeed my greatest loss in my life to lose a brother like
David. I owe him for my political status this life and I really wish we can be
brother again next life to repay him.
Goh Meng
Seng